Sunday, January 27, 2008

Penny For My Thoughts...




I dont understand why you feel its in your every right to sit back and shower me with meaningless abuses and low-life threats when infact the truth of the matter is we have never been that close.

I need you to understand that your methods of maintaining associates is quite desturbing.

I have put up with your nuisnense for six good years, and I am afraid to say, this is the point where I crack. I cannot take your pestering anymore.

I ask that you take a moment and read through this...you know who you are, the instances I give will jerk your memory just incase you're expreinceing momentary denial.

I dont understand why you want to live my life.

'Life is what you make it' thats how the saying goes, so why try and take mine? Im all-in trying to understand why you always want to seize what is mine. My sense of dress has become your obssession and my relations your ardor. The list is endless!

I would have been able to deal with you a little longer had it not been for your familiarity with my those I hold dear.

What is your point here? What position are you trying to establish? Your consistent stopovers at my domicile have long expired and you're still pushing the date, but you still dont get it. I am being forced to give it to you in plain simple English: I dont like your companionship.

Whereas friends build one another, our aquaintence has been one-sided from where I stand. I have failed to pick up a decent habit, learn a new trick or even single out an excellent piece of advice from you.

Instead I am in between defending myself from the words you spread around about me and desperately trying to find a good reason why we infact still are in touch. I have hurd it numerous times that we should just end all form of communication. But you know which strings to pull. You know how to make me feel sorry for you, feel like if I leave you, you'll disappear from the face of the Earth.

I think its time to let you drop, my dear. And this time I will not be looking back.

I honestly feel that I gave our friendship a fair shot. I just cannot put up with your selfish and oppressive ways anymore. I look forward to continuing my life without you in it, my only request is that this time you stay in the past, where I should have left you so many years, long ago.

This is it.