Friday, April 23, 2010

Love you, miss you, hate you for leaving me...

On Love: 13 January 2010 was the last time we had any kind of contact, or a few days before that at least. Fresh from Rehab, still under house arrest I looked for ways to hear your voice one last time- because I knew it would be just for the sake of one last time.
On Friendship: One step behind my every move, no matter how poorly my judgement seemed at that time, I am still grateful for the unwavering friendship you still bless me with up until today. "A creature unlike any other" is what I once described you as, and surely you are...then you're other crummy friends went right ahead an spoiled it.
On Family: By far the biggest disappointment I have had in my whole life time, still I have to give the due respect owed to each of you for being my blood relation. With no where left to run, I think I have to face you now and only hope that I come out of it alive.