Thursday, August 9, 2007

Ehem!!


always gatta have the last say dont you? you gatta be the one who says the final thing, gatta say the crashing line that sends the other into a frenzy of tears? not with me you wont, before you go off swanking your might, i'd like to shed some light on the real issues at hand that you may stubbornly want to masquerade...

its over! and come to think of it, i dont miss whatever we had so much- i've come to realize that i'm going to miss your cute face more than the endless text messages and emails and drunk chit chats we've had over the past three months. we never did really connect on an intellectual level- it was always stale joke after stale joke, shallow vibe and constant upgrading that never really did me any good, no wonder why i cant squeeze a tear out for you...

i'm sorry to say this, but you really did turn out to be exactly what your ex said you would be. too bad when i met you i doubted her judgment of you. but after all those years she still has you down to a T...i can safely say that i dont blame you for whatever went down, i clearly should be blaming myself, for stupidly thinking that after more than 5 years you would have acquired a lil sense along the way...after all, you are just you...

and i guess i can be satisfied that i tried my level best to make something that was clearly not ment to be, be. i'm just glad that its over and done with, because i was seriously loosing out on a lot of good things in my life. see, i am a creature unlike any other, and as a creature unlike any other i find it absolutely appalling that i should for one second cry over something that really wasn't worth my time in the first place. so sir- this is the only obituary you'll ever be receiving, enjoy it while it lasts...

consequently, as i come to the end- a paragraph dedicated to each profligate month i squandered on you- i can only wish you the best of luck with your future relationships. being me, i would not aspire for any harm or evil to come your way- i only ask God that he bestow to you an individual as superficial, dim witted and lifeless as yourself, for its only then that you will actually appreciate, settle and be content with what you have.

have a nice life.

2 comments:

  1. NALI!!!

    i'm just glad you it over with- you know he wasnt worth your time. i know it sounds cliche, but love you know i have a point. stick to your word...last obituary, NAUGHTY STYLE

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  2. Nali thats the way to go. it is easy to find beauties, it is indeed easy to find brains too if you know where to search.but the stressing part is finding those two qualities in one package!!!!

    Ehem!! no offense but the search for the brain in that package was and is still a mission not only to dream about but a vague dream.CHEERS

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